woke up in the morning to find everyone's outta the house...not long after, YOU called!
good news: we are going out to study again...
bad news: we have to take along a lampost...not very tall one though...
left house to get to urs...it hurts me so when you are in pain..went to get gummies(i noe u wan)..then walked up the hill then down again...then up again...then down again...waited for 66 to get us to jurong east library..it was a painful wait and a equally painful bus ride..just imagine...world of our own with 2 pairs of extra eyes...it was like tt for the rest of the day..when in the lib studying, decided tt we'd be mean ppl...hahaz...was an experience..saw junior who was really not so little anymore..got chased out cause cant study there..lolx...stupid system...went to jurong entertainment centre and spent the rest of the afternoon there...doing chem...wanted to leave..so had to decide...whether we spend more time together or more time at home...i decided that train was better as u didnt have to walk up then downhill...was at the mrt station where we had to part..both trains came at the same time...haix...wat happened next was a lil too bad and worrying...someone saw something tt person shouldnt see...well..gattum gattum...train ride back was lonely although sms'es kept me company..how i wish you were here.....

22/04/05
normal day..as usual...during econs though, we decided to do kallang wave!!!hahaz..was fun..shouldnt do it next time...after school got interview for student council..thanx Davis for helping me pray for calmness during the interview..it did help i think...but thanx anyway...the interview went smoothly...went to ur class wanted to surprise u...i got a bigger surprise when miss koh was inside!!!she said,"Benjamin Kho, wat r u doing here???Genevieve..he is here...i m gonna embarress u two everytime i see u 2 together...Benjamin, be a gentleman and help her pack up..." i swear that i wanted to help pack b4 she said anything but U would be a lil more embarressed if i did pick up ur stuff...came home and watched taped "chase,joey,OC"...it was very very enjoying and relaxing...not the shows though..not much effect..=) slept late again...hahahz...

more work completed but yesterday was just amazing...i love to probe..hahahz...good and bad...
somehow i feel down when u are not alright..it hurt me even more when you had to limp about because of the pain in ur leg..i love u...

Woohoo!!!..almost midweek...right...like i am happy..w t f...as i expected the change in timetable would be for the worse...i am right...haix...=<
morning woke up...was walking to the busstop and realised tt left the collar pin at home again..called gen at 620...thanks!!"so sorry"
when i was walking into the school, i felt a wierd feeling...tt YOU were walking in front of me..gosh..i am so right...walked around the school dunno wat to do..sch started...was so gloomy for almost the whole day..econs test..first and i had no idea wat to do and write..haix..P.E...it rox!!Mr Tay said "Is Benjamin Koh from 1t20 here?i found your wallet..Benjamin K-O-H"...not me..wrong class also..there is such a J1 in school also...anyway, it was mine..left it in the little boys' room while changing into PE attire..got it back though...again due to wallet...we spent not enuff time together...
yesterday, after boarding the bus,gen left her wallet outside the library shelf...haix..we walked all the way from SJI back to school using Malcom Road..was a good walk..didnt really felt frustrated..i wasnt cause was walking with YOU...thankfully it was there...however...time spent was only 45min...i promised to spend more time tomolo...
but today was juz as bad..dad came pick me when he wasnt supposed to...why!!!!we were so happy...but the call had to come..

i wanted to stay,
u wanted me too,
but everyday at 630pm,
red box takes my happiness away..

i made a birthday wish,
wont tell but hope it comes true,
but will onli know in the future
that seems so far..

our world is small enuff to have met each other,
our world is small but still have many factors,
i hope that the day our world
will be just you and i
juz us......

Today is my Birthday!!!hahaz..woke up to a very great morning after talking to YOU till soo late..hahz..mom decided to send both of us to school today..thanx mommy...well..met heavy traffic here and there..anyway...when i was crossing the overhead bridge,i saw YOU..hehe...so started to walk very fast to catch up with you..so many ppl wished me "happy birthday" but urs was the one i was looking forward to...anyway, the most retarded one was from "MACDONALDS"...haix...accidentally slept in Physics tute..oopx...after school went to CHIJ(TP) with you..oopx...sooo out of place...enjoyed myself there though...then went to coronation plaza to take passport sized photo's for council..came home to watch two episodes of "chase" with you in my arms...a lil bit of OC..then sent you home...

this yr's birthday is truly memorable..thanks to 1t21, Ms Loh and Ms Koh for making it special...and to you my baby girl...i wish to spend all the rest of my birthday's with you by my side...your gift was meaningful, it didnt have to be colourful or expensive, the words were beautifully put in place...i am sorry if i did make you feel uncomfortable...but i truly love you...

I wanna stand with u on a mountain
I wanna bathe with u in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down over me....

08/04/05
econs was lame...Mr Tan took attendance and after that, haoming ran out of the class without him knowing..got council meeting today...had to teach the whole group of council wannabe's the cheers for wednesday's cross-country competition...after that...went to popular to get stationary...this is one of the times i wish that the bus would never come=)...spent the late afternoon with YOU in my arms...it is definetly one of the best times in my life..it was heavenly...if only i didnt have to leave..got home and started talking..

09/04/05
woke up late...called you..had breakfast...you called and i knew something bad was gonna happen as soon as i picked up the phone..'dun worry baby...everything is gonna be fine'..went to toa payoh library with gen to study*thankx dad n mom*..studied for sooo long..did physics, chem and lots of math...did some reading there...read a highly interesting topic..had dinner at toa payoh interchange...walked to bus stop to send YOU home...the bus ride was quiet and soothing after a long day of work...now i am here..hehe...

whenever i hug you and you hugging me
i dun want to ever let go
whenever i am with you
i feel like the luckiest guy in the world..
when you smile,it makes me feel happy too
you ask,"am i that beautiful?"
you certainly are...

now in 4 subs class got super long days...haix..anyway...school is rather lame on wednesdays..1hr physics tute...1hr break coz i got no MT...1hr chem lect..0.5hr break..chem prac...1hr PW..then CCA and time with love ones=)today got council meeting..wanted to design more cheers for cross-country competition next week...after that,came back home with YOU=)..watched tv before going to dental appointment...i am so happy spending time with YOU...its sad that we have to go home..haix..

The Irony of love?
A friend of mine mentioned before that falling in love is an enigma itself. You can't fall in love forever. One day you will fall out of it. That is when the initial euphoria of passion starts to wear off. And that is when the demon of the individual wants to assert itself on your partner. You start to question his hairstyle, her dressing, him not spending time with you, her eating too much etc. You so called fall into the trap of wanting to see YOUR one as how you want it to be, not how he or she wants his or her life to be. This is when quarrels occur, breakups happen-when the individual asserts himself or herself too strongly, he or she will realise that they cannot tolerate another person in their lives- and love passes you by..

thot mom will be going to see a doctor so she'll be back after 5 something...who knows that she went to city after that...haix...couldn't spend quality time with YOU...anyway, lessons started le...monday 5.30, tuesday 5.30, wednesday 1, thursday 4.30, friday 3...so lil time with YOU..haix...why appeal not successful???those in PCME wants to go out...but YOU cant come in...WHY???
afterschool, met gen..went to library to get books...no books so did chemistry..was a lil tough for her..i helped her but i am sorry tt i got a lil too fustrated...shouldn't have..=( forgive me baby??haix...bus was too crowded..on the way home...dad called...asked me to go down to city cause mom is there with dad!!! haix..if onli i knew..went home instead and called YOU...sorry i am not concentrating...dinner then i am here...